It's nine in the evening And my head is aching I've tried all those pills But my knees are still shaking This illness makes me stand upside down It's dressing my soul in a glittering gown But it hurts deep inside And it makes my sorrows glide To a sparkling room where the cards show my doom To a book filled with white sheets And to where no one me meets Here I'm sitting in my cell And smoke is dazzling me I'm not feeling well I would have better run free They are beating my body as well as my brain I entered quite healthy and I'll leave insane But Im still unbroken And the last word isn't spoken No I won't betray to what the whole world does pray Hope is the last piece of me And in that way I am free You who arrest me Will never be the winner Because then when you kill me It's you who are the sinner You brought me the wine and you gave me that stuff That should make me weak but I am still tough And whatever you do I hate everything of you And I won't betray to what the whole world does pray Hope is the last piece of me And in that way I am free