Kategorie: love and despair

  • September 05 – lost

    I know you
    who do I know
    I love you
    Who do I love
    There is no one around
    You called me
    Who was it that called
    You talked to me
    Who was it that talked
    There is not even a sound
    And who are you
    What is this leading to
    Another empty glass of wine
    no traces and an empty shrine
    I did not know
    What was there to know
    I did not hear
    What was there to hear
    I looked around
    what was there to see
    And I felt no pain
    but what was there to feel
    And the fog that lifted
    left an empty space
    a deserted icon
    and a fainting face
    And warmth was just a touch away
    to bridge the distance and fill the gap
    to kill that hollow sound of strangeness
    to warm up the cold and break the ice
  • FRIENDS AND LOVERS

    Oh I like the way you walk
    And I like the way you talk
    And I would fancy it if you could be my friend
    Your ideas make me feel
    That what I see is real
    And I thank you for your helping hands.
    When I was out to find a fallen star
    To trace the paths I went before
    I lost my way among yesterday's trees
    And found myself at some unknown shore
    I listened to the talk of the waves
    To the passionate debate of seagulls
    Searching for your image in caves
    I found my eyes getting somewhat dull.
    Oh I like the way you walk
    And I like the way you talk
    And I would fancy it if you could be my friend
    Your ideas make me feel
    That what I see is real
    And I thank you for your helping hands.
    Now I see your face bright and clear
    I feel your hands and smell your skin
    And home is no more a dreary place
    The walls of this fortress have become paper thin
    And I'm walking on laurel leaves
    And I'm passing by whispering pines
    But I fear that all the evening's thieves
    Will steal from me my fragile lines.
    Oh I like the way you walk
    And I like the way you talk
    And I would fancy it if you could be my friend
    Your ideas make me feel
    That what I see is real
    And I thank you for your helping hands.
    I want to live in your temples of pain
    Penetrated by the force of your love
    I want to kneel and praise the lamb
    I want to sacrifice the high-flying dove
    When the priest of hate leads the way
    I will follow and leave and kill
    The rocks in my mind will block the days
    So I live and die and live at your will.
  • INTO AND OUT OF GOLD

    My hands are empty and so are yours
    My mind is distracted and confused
    Our hands are trembling and feeling cold
    And the singer is misused
    His song is old
    It's words are bold
    But he thinks they will turn into gold
    And the truth will betray it's prophet
    As the speakers touch the misfit
    And the neon lights tell their story
    All about this snake pit
    Singing the rhyme
    Wasting our time
    We are longing for the sublime
    When I speak of the cold winds that blow
    It's the people that make us lonely
    And I stopped to catch a glimpse
    Of you now I'm left – only
    I can't make it
    You will take it
    With you on your way to forsake it
    My hands are empty and so are yours
    My mind is distracted and confused
    These hands are trembling and feeling cold
    And I feel misused
    This song is old
    It's words are bold
    But I think they might turn into gold
  • LEAVING

    I could not reach you
    when I saw you standing there
    and I could not teach you
    things you did not share
    poisoned clouds have darkened my sight
    I'm broken down all inside
    From far too far I hear you calling
    but I'm deaf and I'm only falling
    Where are you going
    now that I can't move my feet
    why are you glowing
    who sowed in you that new seed
    I'm shivering with cold and call out your name
    but this mighty feeling is hard to tame
    From far too far I hear you calling
    but I'm deaf and I'm only falling
    The end of the fall
    takes the last leaves to the ground
    and you grew too tall
    to see in what a mess I can be found
    the ashes of love have suffocated anew
    our dreams while awaiting the dew
    From far too far I hear you calling
    but I'm deaf and I'm only falling
    
    The seasons will change
    for a new Spring to come we're heading
    but who will rearrange
    the ashes the wind is spreading
    morning after morning the sun will arise
    from a darkness of pain in disguise
    From far too far I hear you calling
    but I'm deaf and I'm only falling
  • Lady S lost

    We have walked a long way
    A lonely road that lead to despair
    I meant to hold you
    But you slipped away
    I am lost in my future
    I am lost in my presence
    I have lost the past
    And there is no escape
    But you hold the key